While at first it might be easy to confuse this poet's name with his famous cinema counterpart, but after reading James Cagney's work, the distinct passion of his subject matter and rhythm of his cadences stick with you.
Well known for his performance pieces, Cagney has shared stages with Maya Angelou, Quincy Troupe and Will Power and read at major artist venues around the Bay Area including the Afrosolo Performance Series, The Starry Plough, La Pena Cultural Center, Above Paradise Lounge and The Java House.
At The Velvet Rope of Heaven
Your warmth resides
within the palms of light reaching
through the branches of these wild
trees sweating squirrels
yet amidst flurries of pollen
like somnambulist insects
i remain lost within myself
even as the air is stirred by hawks
and children move as flood waters
across the hillside--
their language limited to the action of their small
fingers, moving in a choreography of butterflies
there is the dance of grasses
to the song in wind
a blues heard best from a mouth
full of leaves—with lyrics brittle and hollow
crushing to dust under foot
or between palms softened
thru fervent prayer.
A Prayer (for s.g.)
life is imperfect but your love is eternal.
my heart lifts this petition to your table of mercy
through my illusion of inferiorities
i've become indifferent to my imagined investments--
in family, in love, in a warm spring that never buds.
I inherited infinite inadequacies yet with every injury
I heal from the light of your divine love.
improve these impure intentions -- inaugurate inspiration
within me. may your angels undress me of my false identity,
my imagined self. Bless me to remain present in your perfect light.
For What Remains
His tongue endless as these breaking waves
he pulls whole sentences, black and cold
vines of seaweed out of this throat.
but his words are homeless around me.
i jettison them, his voice, into the noise
of the embroidered waves, sweeping them out to sea.
are you listening to me, he says.
you and i are just alike, i answer.
i am here, now, for what remains of the low
hanging fruit of the sun. his words are
as rose petals; i sprinkle them into the tongue
of water rainbowing beneath rolling foam
the sun hemorrages orange, violet
and falls drowsy at the horizon.
i turn away from him, stare at the action
of water and sky. He circles
behind, repositioning between the sun and me.
I walk faster launching his words into the sun
Take it, I keep saying. Take it all.
I toss my heart into the nucleus of the sun
now leaking variations of red
like something hammered thru god's palm
The sun sets. He talks. Waves sweep.
I offer this as a kind of grace:
Let go. Let go.
And the sun is gone,
leaving us
and everything we've been for one another
behind.
Silence.
The dull crunch of sand, now.
and waves vocalizing.
He looks up.
Are those headlights, he asks.
They are camp fires,
lining the shoreline
embers of light fallen in lint off the sun.
We stand at a distance,
watching the flames,
friends gathered.
Nothing is left to burn
between us. Just evidence
of something having once
lived and flourished
but is now extinguished
and lies cooling in the dark
Bakersfield
Aunt Pearl's grass appears painted,
each blade perfect and ripe, bleeding
should you pinch it between your fingernails.
Her dog, named Rat by a granddaughter
for obvious reasons, darts a stray mark
of ink across the lawn. He stops at his water
dish, a snow globe of sand, and chokes
down the liquid. From a distance,
he appears to be a curly black wig,
his tongue a perfect orange slice.
The heat is a curse in Bakersfield;
worrisome and mischievous as a mad
fly, even coaxing my mother into
shorts. It is a heat that hugs you,
sticks and burns. It is a heat that
settles over you like ash and is cured
only by watermelon and lemon popsicles.
Night comes slowly as if the sky
were being peeled in long strips
of blue banana skin. One at a time
the stars remove their shirts
revealing their random white bodies;
tiny stones littering a beach of black
sand. In the cooling darkness,
the sidewalks surrender tortured
memories of heat and mimic hot coals.
Uncle Jerry sits on the cement porch.
The sky above him ripens to a deep
plum color as he unscrews a story
from a bottle and moths dance
their suicidal dance for the flickering
porch light which, at this moment,
is brighter and hotter than the sun.
Day/Shift
mornings my mother would wake
with the birds, sweep the shadows
of the house with sunlight,
brew coffee sweetened to a black
syrup, straddle the high stool
where I first learned to handle
a chicken leg, a spoon
sit like an actor before a haloed
mirror on the kitchen sink
and quietly press her hair.
she could do this blindfolded
hands working from memory
while she read the paper. the hot comb
smoothing her hair into vinyl.
before her, the tribune. coffee. toast
indented by a sunrise of butter. a glass
of water prayed into holiness.
the chirping morse code of the curling
iron. Bergamot mist rising
from smoothed loops of her hair.
A tuneless whistle from her lips.
the morning of my mother’s death
the shrillness of the telephone
could shatter a heart. the house was colder
than from the night before.
every morning my mother would pull the living
room curtains open with
a rustling sound and fill the house with
yellow.
this morning the only sound is of rain.
her doctors’ voice like a lover
who didn’t want to see or speak
to me again
I take her message and hold
it like a doomed orchid
in the cool, new stillness of the house.
Sandwich School
Gimme a turkey sandwich with everything, no onions.
I don't want them things. What's that?
Red bell pepper taste like water. Nasty!
And pickles! I want pickles. Extra pickles.
I don't want them things. What's that?
Olives is nasty. Yellow cheese! The yellow kind.
What kind of bread is that? Brown? Ugh.
Did yawl put honey mustard? I'm watching yawl.
Olives is nasty. Yellow cheese! The yellow kind.
What kind of bread is that? Brown? Ugh.
Did you put honey mustard? I'm watching yawl.
Look-- ain't you been to sandwich school? Damn.
What kind of bread is that? Brown? Ugh.
That's too much lettuce. That don’t look right.
Ain't you been to sandwich school? Damn.
I'm allergic to tomatoes. Just... Oh, hell naw.
That's too much lettuce. That don’t look right.
Red bell pepper taste like water. Nasty!
I'm allergic to tomatoes. Just... Oh, hell naw.
Gimme a turkey sandwich with everything, no onions.
You can read more of Cagney's work on his website http://dirtyratattack.com and see his performance during semifinal competitions of the Oakland Poetry Slam on April 8.
Oakland Poets is our feature highlighting The Town's talented wordsmiths. If you know someone we should feature or would like your work considered, email Kwan@oaklandlocal.com.
James is the man.