Notes Before the Verdict

Notes Before the Verdict

As I lay suffering in the intense discomfort created by the countdown to the verdict that will inevitably change my city - maybe even the whole country - forever, I have come to realize what most saddens me about the murder of Oscar Grant and subsequent trial of Johannes Mehserle.

It isn't the fact that Grant was shot in the back while he was laying face down on the ground, and it isn't the fact that after the "accidental" shooting the first thing that Mehserle thought to do was to handcuff a mortally wounded man and search him for weapons (emergency medical personal wasn't called until several moments later).

Oscar Grant leaves behind so many things, among them a daughter who is the same age as my little girl. The fact that his daughter Tatianna will never see her father again because of Mehserle's deplorable actions on that platform that night is extremely frustrating, but there is one thing that bothers me even more.

What saddens me more than anything else about this murder is the collective failure of every branch of law enforcement to condemn or even criticize Mehserle for killing an unarmed man. There has not been one police officer of any kind to state publicly that what Mehserle did was wrong and that he does not represent all police officers.

I think about the reactions of the community when those officers were murdered on 74th and MacArthur. There wasn't just one person who called 911 there where multiple calls. There was also a man who ran to the scene of the crime to perform mouth to mouth resuscitation on one of the officers. In the aftermath of the event, there were several religious leaders and community members who openly expressed there disdain for the actions of Lovelle Mixon because it doesn't matter who you kill in a just society, murder is wrong - period.

But what happens to a society when the very people who are supposed to stand for justice do not see it that way? Perhaps even more importantly, how are we as a society supposed to react once we realize that the police reserve the right to take our lives without being held accountable by the courts or even on the most basic level, they won't even be held accountable by their own peers?

How in a just society can we value their lives as dearly as our own while they shoot us in the back in front of scores of people and handcuff us while we quickly bleed to death?

I think about the concept of justice, and I pray that it be served soon in that court room in Los Angeles. But I also wonder about the lack of trust. How are we to ever trust these people who repeatedly place there "fraternity in blue" over the humanity of the very people who they have sworn to protect and serve?

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Roger Porter is a writer and educator from Oakland whose first book, "The Souls of Hood Folk," is available from lulu.com. He has a degree in English from UC Berkeley and describes himself as "An average everyday man from East Oakland who writes about average everyday hood life." Read his blog at http://ghettosun.com/

I get it about the "police community" not expressing sympathy for Oscar Grant. As you know, there is a culture among police (and lots of other people in uniform) of being very careful about what is said in public. This is sometimes referred to as a "consipracy of silence." Breaking ranks is considered high risk in the police or the military.

That said, police (or military) are essentially no different from other folks. They have feelngs; they can be compassionate. They are outraged when someone does something very wrong (often a motivation for someone to become a cop).

So I don't think it's very useful to condemn cops in general. No doubt there are some who always take the side of other cops. Also no doubt there are many who think Mehserle's action was at best negligent, possibly criminal, certainly way-out-of-line. It's just that cops don't talk in public about what other cops do. Just like most folks in the 'hood don't go around saying how much they appreciate cops.

 

 

 

 

 

I am not sure whether or not Mehserle pulled his service pistol with the intention of killing Oscar Grant. I believe that the idea of pulling ANYTHING---Taser or pistol--while Grant was lying on the ground, face down, occurred to Mehserle BECAUSE Grant is black, and never would have entered his mind if a young white man were lying there regardless of his hand wavering on its way to its position on the young man's back.

I believe that being afraid of a person who was lying on the ground, face-down, with another cop's knee on the back of his neck, would not have happened if the person were white. Because Grant is black, Mehserle pulled a weapon instead of thinking of any other possibility other than there was a gun somewhere--we don't know what Grant's hand was actually doing but he was under great duress and his arm could have easily moved around before finding its position on his back.

I think that pulling a pistol rather than the Taser--and that HAD to be purposeful, the two actions are so different--was also because of Mehserle's fear, based on Grant's race. Based on stereotypes, training (yes, I really think so), and Mehserle's lack of experience with the black community (like a lot of city cops who just drive patrol cars through communities of color).

So the fear was race-based, and the shooting was race-based. I am totally convinced of this. And if Mehserle gets off easily (for shooting a man in the back) it will be because his fear is seen as "understandable," even reasonable. And that will be race-based as well.

"I believe that the idea of pulling ANYTHING---Taser or pistol--while Grant was lying on the ground, face down, occurred to Mehserle BECAUSE Grant is black, and never would have entered his mind if a young white man were lying there regardless of his hand wavering on its way to its position on the young man's back."

I don't know how you can know what was going on in Mehserle's mind. That's called mindreading and it's not generally recognized as being very accurate.

On the other hand, I think Mehserle was wrong, and should be criminally culpable, for pulling out anything, taser, gun, or Snickers candy bar, in that situation where there was no evident risk to anyone's personal safety. I also think that the BART Board of Directors is criminally culpable for whatever deficiency of training Mehserle had, and/or their deficiency of judgement in setting the guidelines for the hiring of someone like Mehserle.

I don't doubt that racism still exists, but I think it resides much less in the minds of most people than in our institutions.

 


It is disturbing when there is no official public voice of protest against this death, that they all side with the police. BART's lack of co-operation... This situation really required pro-active movement to find a way to deal with this.

I'll never feel resolved about this, as the case hinges around what was going on in Mehserle's mind, and because I, myselft, will never know what was going on in his mind. Even without the shooting, it's really disturbing. Even if it was a tasing. He wasn't even resisting arrest, or so it looked to me. The only thing that sort of makes sense is that Mehserle just totally snapped, and pulled out his gun. There is no way he was going for his taser. The actions are just so totally different.

Either way, regardless of the sentence, the lack of even the most remote attempt for the publically elected officials to look at the larger issues is a set back for Oakland. It feels even more like war out there.

Having attended the BART meetings and demonstrations, I saw and heard Desley Brooks and Keith Carson at all of them. I would have liked to have heard more from the mayor, but it's not true that there was no public response by any of our elected officials. In fact both of them have taken a lot of flack for responding as they did-sort of a damned-if-you-do-and-damned-if-you-don't situation.

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